Thursday, July 2, 2009

17 years......

Tomorrow is my 17th birthday...... wow.......can't believe that I've lived for 17 years without any huge injuries or any case of depression. YAY!!!! I'm alive and pretty content. Yet always around my birthday there are those.......... AP SCORES >.< People have been getting those scores back and I'm sitting here so scared to see them. People might say oh well they are just scores, but I'm really scared. It feels like my future is right on those few sheets of paper. I failed therefore I'm not going to become what I want to be. I won't be able to help as many people as I want. Yet, I also want to go slam my head against a rock because I didn't study harder. Well enough of APs I'm just going to enjoy my 17th birthday!!!!!
so..... between the age 16 and 17 I think I've accomplished a few things.
-took the SAT!!!!! woot!!! didn't do well but I took it
-made new friends!!!!!!
-working at my dad's restaurant and has a small income
-managed a C in AP US and didn't get a D
-managed a A & Bs for the other classes (idk about bio since I didn't get my report card)
-reading a lot (catcher in the rye, animal farm, reread harry potter and the half blood prince, a buddhis book, a doll's house, farenheit 451, one day in the life of ivan..., and etc)
-a little more confident in myself with forensics but not too much...
-didn't lose any friends.... I don't think
-driving and no wrecks =)
-family is happy and safe
now.. things I want to accomplish during my 17th year!
-try to make over 2000 for SAT
-get into a good college without spending a lot of money
-get a scholarship
-do well on IBs and APs
-do well on SAT subject tests
-be confident academically
-lose 20 lbs
-make A's & B's
-no laziness and procrastination (at least put a limit on it)
-stay happy =)
well enjoy your july 4th holiday too!!!!!!!