Ending Sophomore year

I survived another year!! YAY!!! I'm proud of myself for passing every single class! =]....
Well this year for me has been a mess. It seems like this year was the year of pain yet it was one of my favorite years because I learned so much. I've made new friends and I got closer to other ones. Horizons, MUN, and YIG, imo, were the best part of my sophomore year. I learned so much and sort of felt like I belonged. At school everyday, I sit there, smile, and look like I'm happy and sometimes I am. I really think this fake smile is getting old. I'm tired of it, but yet I can't seem to stop because people will ask what is wrong. I wish I had someone there to rub my back and say it is ok. I have friends but man I wish I had someone special. I'm not patient as usual. >.< I'm really glad I had my friends this year because these amazing people were the ones that helped me through my sophomore year and keep myself standing on my own two feet. Junior year is going to be a killer and I won't be able to blog that much, but I hope I can make it through.

This summer I'M GOING TO EUROPE (FRANCE AND ITALY)
I'm so excited because it is my first time going to Europe. I hope no one tries to steal anything from me. I get to room with my friends which make it so much better. This summer I want to take tennis lessons, volunteer for CAS hours, party, get my license, and many more.

My birthday... meh.... probably not going to do anything since I usually don't maybe just go to lunch with some friends and spend the night and go downtown on july 4th to see fireworks but nothing that special. I get a car and get to go to Europe, so I'm happy enough with that.

My biggest goal this summer is to lose 20 pounds. That may seem a lot, but I really want to lose it and begin my junior year FRESH! It is going to be hard since I'm going to Europe but I can try. I've been trying to lose weight for the past couple of years yet I seem to not have the motivation and I really don't know what can be my motivation. Guys liking me more... but that is really stupid because I want guys to like for who I am and not how I look. I think this will boost my self confidence which I'm lacking.

Well that is all for my sophomore year.
HAVE A GREAT END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR FOR EVERYONE =]