Districts and all the people who have the hero inside them =]

CONGRATULATIONS FOR THE NATIONAL QUALIFIERS IN FORENSICS!!!
I really am happy for you guys!
The song they played during the awards kind of hit me.
Is there really a hero in me? Is there really a hero that is going to come and save me?
I've been pondering about that today after the tournament. Well, my friends are my heroes so they always save me, but I need to save myself sometimes. I don't think I have the strength inside to face the world alone. I need to step up though. Again, am I just that late bloomer and that I just haven't found the hero in myself yet or what? That also leads to confidence. I have a very low esteem and I know I need to bring it to a high level but not too high. How does it feel like to be successful, to be proud of yourself, to be happy, to feel that you are worth something, to feel important, to feel that you are good at something? I really don't know how that feels. Can someone tell me b/c I would like to know.
Next year hope I will get to experience all those things. Because hoping is all I can do right now. I can't wait for the world to change, I just have to change it myself. So for everyone out there who are going to NATIONALS you guys are all my hero =] proud of you. Wish I could have the strength, the motivation, the talent, and everything else. Not just the people who are going to nationals but all my friends are all my heroes because they stick with me even though i am like this. I wish you HEROES with all my heart to have a GREAT weekend!!