I need a map

So today I was driving back from school thinking about how the day went. It was alright. I was still doing bad in my classes, can't seem to focus, but I was getting through it all. The end of the school I was just proud of myself to get past each day. While I was driving I saw a road that could probably lead to a shortcut, but I don't know unless I have a map. I didn't take the risk of getting lost because I didn't have a map.
Is that way people don't take risks, take shortcuts, and just do everyday routine things? People are just lost...... don't know the way so don't know different ways to solve the problem or different ways to get there. I was lost today. Especially doing chemistry study guide, but mostly myself. Who am I, am I important, what is the point of living, what can I do? I was just plain lost. Didn't know where to go, what to do, and how to do it. Getting through the day was the only road I knew. Is everyone lost? Or is it just me? Why do we feel lost? These questions that run through my mind never get answered but rise up more questions? Leading to more confusion. It is like getting lost first and then turning a random right turn and get even more lost and turning a left and.... yea. no ending...... In a map all roads end, but some connect to other roads, but those eventually end. Does the end of the road mean end of life or meeting your goal in life? I would take it as a meeting the goal in life, but if you don't know what your goal is then, there is no road.
Does my life contain roads or do we find them as we live? I do have a goal but it is so small and if I try hard I can reach it, but these goals are so close to the present. One of them is to pass my AP US HISTORY class with a A! not doing so well with that one..... but I'm still trying. I get lost on my way though worrying about other school work. You wish someone could help you to draw your map and help you find the way to your happiness. Friends...... good ones are so hard to find... I have some, but are they truly my friend? Do they talk behind my back? Do they think they are better than me? Do they compete against me? Are these things friends should be thinking about another friend or doing? I don't know. Again I'm lost in what a true friend is. So don't ask me if I'm your friend b/c I don't know.
So I'm here blogging about maps and being lost and crap like that, again lost in what I'm going to say. I really do need a map... maybe Dora can help me......